Sunday, August 20, 2006
CRAWLING..
Anger, red hot, all consuming anger flows through me.. I can feel it.. seething, ready to burst.. I'm afraid.. I don't know what to do.. I haven't been so angry ever.. I'm afraid I might hurt somebody.. physically... or worse.. It grows with every minute.. every incompetency remembered.. every act of irresponsibility, of promises not kept.. It seeks an outlet.. to burst out.. overwhelm me, then all around me.. like a living thing winding it's way through my veins.. I'm trying hard to maintain a facade of normalcy.. it's not working.. I need a release.. something that can divert this .. this thing, inside me.. A Mr Hyde lurks.. waiting to pounce.. help.. I'm fraid of me...
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Its ok to be angry. Its ok to be afraid. But its not ok to give into anger or fright. Brave are those who go ahead and fight although they are afraid... Courage is not the abscence of fear but the wisdom to go ahead even though you are afeared.....
*Hugs*.... I'm there... To listen... To stand by next to you... To clean up the bloody noses, if the need arises.... But for all of this, you still need to tell me... Talk to me...
The beast lurketh, uh?
*With a fake italian accent*
bang a drum!!!!
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